I pray that I will wake from this nightmare
Open my eyes found chained to this bed
Waking again this is superficial bitter irony instead
Sickness gaining on me
Incurable succumb to reality
I know it s inside of me
Deep down and waiting to break free
Some might call me sadistic
Others have called me worse
Beaten down and pacified
The pain will be reversed
Sickness gaining on me
Incurable succumb to reality
I know it s inside of me
Deep down and waiting to break free
Spat on for so long no more
Pacified I am no longer
Spat on for so long no more
Pacified I am no longer
All this pain built up over years
Think I d forget shed my tears
Sickness gaining on me
Incurable succumb to reality
I know it s inside of me
Deep down and waiting to break free
Abused treated like an animal
Caged inside of my mind
Abused treated like an animal
Caged inside of my mind
All this pain built up over the years
Think I d forget shed my tears
Sickness gaining on me
Incurable succumb to reality
I know it s inside of me
Deep down and waiting to break free
He was always such a nice boy
What went wrong?
I ll tell you what s wrong with me mother fucker
I ve been abused accused to long